Sunday, March 13, 2011

Memories of an old and broken watch..


                Today as usual I was doing some cleaning work. But now mummy asked to clean my rack & remove some unwanted things from it which I didn’t want to do. But I was just doing as said in a listless manner. Gosh! It had my so many valuables that I had collected over the time. Hey I didn’t tell u about this? Actually I had an unusual habit of keeping all those memorable things. I gradually started picking those entire things one after the other and kept them on the floor.  I suddenly stopped on one thing. Oh! There it was, still relaxing amidst all those collections of mine.  An old friend of mine was staying at a corner of my rack. Perhaps it was starving for some sort of attention I suggest. Dusty and torn out but still there. It was an old watch of mine which was my first gift.
                I never really forget such memories but don’t know how it had escaped from my memory. I just got glued with it and was recalling that very special moment but suddenly heard a voice, “have you done it?” It was of my mother asking whether I completed cleaning the cupboard or not. I just replied her, “it’s in process and it will take time so don’t disturb until then”. Then I thought she might come in and see whether I am doing or not so I sneaked through the house towards the verandah and sat on the staircase. All of a sudden my cheeks expanded and I was smiling which actually I didn’t knew I was doing. I started looking allover it as if I am examining a brand new watch. It was the first gift of my grandpa which I had won as a prize rather a gift. But you can tell it as gift also as reward within family is more than a gift as they had their love and affection in it.
                I was gone somewhere down those memory lanes where I used to sit in his lap and he used to hold me up having his arms around me and cuddle me up. I was feeling so snug that that cozy feeling was still fresh with me. I was now recalling all those nights when I got sick and he used hold me up and stroll around to make me sleep. I always used to sleep beside him at night and he rolled his fingers over my hair and I used to sleep very soon. He sometimes came up to me to just give a ride to the nearby town where he was working as a health inspector in the hospital. We used to have some Tiffin at the roadside stall. And as usual I used to have some sweets after any thing I ate. Most favorite was ’bundiyaa’ which he used to bring whenever he visited us. Yummy! Its mere thought brought my saliva flowing. I still miss its taste as it has been a while since I had a bite of it.
                Now hardly I could remember my last visit to my village. He called me number of times but I couldn’t meet him up due to either my studies or some sort of exams or some other reason. He till now waited to hear me that I was coming to met him up. This was all his love that he had for me and perhaps he loved me more than his own sons. So many memories got back to life again thanks to my mother. Wait I was feeling someone is standing back of me. I turned and found my mom. She was standing and observing me while I was cleaning the watch. I got caught so tried to patch it up. So I said,” I was seeing whether it can be repaired or not”. She just smiled and said, “Dear I know it. It was your first gift from your grandpa. And I know it’s a special one which even I don’t want you to loose it.” Those words brought back that small smile back to its place. She patted my back and said,”you can keep that but please finish your work and the do whatever you do and do it quickly.” I happily said yes and got back to my old job. I kept the things of my cupboard in a good order and then took that watch, cleaned it and kept in my pocket in order to take to the near by watch mechanic tomorrow to see whether it can be repaired or not. Ah! What a day it was. Something missed and something gained and it was more gain than loose.

Monday, March 7, 2011

एक चु्लबुली सी दोस्त मेरी.........

एक  चु्लबुली  सी  दोस्त  मेरी
थोड़ी  सैतान  थोड़ी  नादान 
पर  करती  बातें  मीठी  इतनी
जैसे  परोस  दिया  हो  पकवान 

     नीली ओढ़नी लिए निकले जब
     लाए  एक अती  ही मंद्र  छवि 
     जिसकी  एक झलक  करदे
     किसीको  शायर  किसीको कवी

हंसी  कुछ  ऐसी  है उनकी
यादों  से जो  निकले  ना
नयन  भी  है उसकी हसीन  इतनी
देखते ही किसीकी नज़र उससे फिसले  न

      उस  यार  की  तो सुवसित  ऐसी

     जिसकी खुसबू भूला दे महक सांझी की
     पर यारी  का  रंग  ऐसी उसमे जो
     फीका  कर  दे  सूरज  साँझ  की

थोड़ी  अनकही  बातें उसकी और
खट्टी-मीठी सौगातें  सारी
याद  आओगे  यारा  जब  हो
दुरी  आजाये  मुलाकातों  में  हमारी

      ए  रब  महफूज़  रखना  यार  को
      इतनी  दुआ  है  बस  तुझसे  मेरी
      एक  फ़रियाद  और भी  है सुनलो
       बनादो  किस्मत  मेरे  यार  की सुन्हेरी 

Sunday, March 6, 2011

aa tujhe ek sach bataun.....

aa tujhe ek sach bataun
teri khatti meethi yaadon ko tujhi me bhunaun
rukhsat hui hai jo mohabbat meri
aaj use mai tujh me mal jaun

apni zindgi ki haseen khwabon me tujhe sajaun
dil k gehrai me basi tasveer dikha jaun
kehte hai ishq jise use ab
ashique ki rangse rangeen kar jaun

ret me likha tera naam aa tuijhe dikha dun
rang jo bhare the teri tasveer me use bhi dikhaun
tu chahe to sach maan ya fir jhut hi sahi
fir bhi teri yaadon ko tujhe sunaun

is dewane ki kasish hai yehi k
is zindgi ki bas tu hi hasrat hai, itna bataun
aa tujhe ek sach bataun
teri khatti meethi yaadon ko tujhi me bhunaun